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Shine.

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Shine

 

Pans sizzle in the morning light.  

Fresh joy rising with the sun as it sifts through our very veins. 

The light breaks through, just as in this community a new light has birthed. 

Here, the walls of privileged to poor are torn down, 

Hands outstretched, Tilling the soil, 

Planting seeds and watering souls with neighbors. 

Eyes looked into,  Stories heard, 

Burdens stood beside, 

And hearts rejoice and break together, in community. 

There is power in community, 

Power in the gift of presence, 

The gift of love, 

The gift of showing up and meeting need. 

Here, it is not about the most educated, 

But rather the most willing. 

It is not to say who is better equipped for the task, 

But much more so whose feet are glad to stand in the unknown territory and say yes to the call. 

With humble hands teach what we know, 

We come alongside where we can, 

We learn, create, listen and laugh. 

We find joy together.  

We know that standing together is a gift, 

For in standing alone we only encircle our own depravity. 

The gifts and talents we are given are not for fame and selfish glory, 

But rather for spreading seeds in community WITH one another, not FOR one another. 

Here we stand on the edge of beauty and pain. 

To live where bread is a gift, clean water a delight. 

Where false security of money often unknown, 

Yet a willingness to love and serve given most freely. 

Here where the word of God is breathed in as nourishing oxygen, 

Where satisfaction sinks deep into bones and does not return void. 

Where earth might crumble and fall, 

Yet promise of joy and peace remain.  

When mountains of injustice and hardship rise, 

Community stands together in unity, 

Encircling trust and bringing light, bringing glory down to earth. 

Here, entitlement falls beyond its borders and the longings of the human heart builds gratitude, That flows from lips like spring water in a stream. 

Welcome overflows here. 

The impact of welcome is doors flung open wide at the threshold of love. 

Here, where hearts are allowed to break that we might walk alongside the brokenhearted. 

Here, where a family chose to stay, 

Chose to see their neighbors, 

To come alongside the need, 

To water the ground set before them together, 

To be an extension of grace. 

Even now, pain and suffering are very real, yes indeed, 

But now they exist within a breath of hope, 

A hope that does not disappoint. 

And now, dancing rules the day, like fireflies rule the evening sky. 

All the way home we shall sing the Lord’s song, 

His song of mercy, of faithfulness, of love. 

In the morning, Jesus comes, 

In the morning, joy rises, light rises, 

Shining for the community to see. 

Here, we sing the Lord’s song of hope over this village, 

This country, this world, this generation, 

We sing the Lord’s freedom song.  

Washing stale hearts with gentle waters, 

Breaking hearts of stone for souls of clay; 

Able to move through the beckoning of the Spirit. 

As we give of our time, the Lord gives heart restoration in return. 

Happy is the giver, 

Happy is the one who knows to fully live, 

We must fully give it all aways. 

True light does not shy of the darkness. 

True light shines bright in caves of depravity and shares the flame. 

It is a gift to give and a gift to be given to. 

Love extended, love returned. 

Go. Be love to your neighbors. 

Go. Love wherever you might be. 

THIS is how we shine. 

Oh, the light that shines so relentlessly here.

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I also created a film for this project. If you would like to experience the poem this way, feel free to watch below.

Shine is an organization that I widely respect and admire. If you would like more information about what they do or to come alongside their beautiful work, you can check out more at: https://www.shinevillageinitiative.org

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Risk

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Risk. 

Lean in.
Let whatever needs to be, be.
Let the rivers rage and the waters fall.
Press on, do not delay.


Hearts grow weary each day, yet the beloved are waiting.

The beloved who do not yet know their names or places.
The beloved who are simply waiting to know life, to know love, to know the fresh rains upon the earth.
Step forwards, step forwards in faith.
Heart beating strong in the unknown.
Insecurities and doubts rising.
It is here in the unknown you know you are about to open the skies to the place of the sacred.

For within our greatest surrender, we discover God's greatest mystery.

And hidden in the mystery of God is abundance of wonder.

But first, risk the unknown.
Risk the unknown response to help a stranger in need.
Risk the unknown response of asking forgiveness from a friend.
Risk the unknown response of letting yourself and your gifts be seen in this world.
Risk the unknown response of advocating hope in your home.
Risk the unknown response in offering vulnerability over sustainability.
Risk the unknown response of love without judgement.
Risk the unknown response to give voice to the voiceless.
Risk the unknown to value every human life.

Risk the unknown response.

The risk feels like the end.
It feels like the wall that cannot be surpassed,
The impossible step ahead.
Yet, if we simply move one foot in front of the other,
Simply keep pressing ahead,
Minds trusting, not rusting,
Hearts ablaze, not crazed,
Hands open, not suffocated.
Then we will turn back and realize the risk we have taken each day.
The risk that just may lead to life altering reward.

Lean in.
Let whatever needs to be, be.
Let the rivers rage and the waters fall.
Press on, do not delay.

Hearts grow weary each day, yet the beloved are waiting.

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A Peaceful Lament

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Peaceful Lament. 

Life is like the ocean.
Days where the sun beams steady upon us,
Reflections gazing far and wide of the majesty surrounding us.
The waters are refreshing, soothing to our weary souls.

But as tides turn and storms brew,
Sometimes as in a swift turn of the night.
The waters can overcome us.
Waves coming in quicker than we are able to take on.
Drowning begins.

With the surprise of the waves,
Hitting us time and time again where we least expect them to rise.
Before we are able to catch our breath another wave hits.
Bodies bruised, beaten, lungs shattered, breath suffocated.
We lose a bit of who we are.
The lament settles deep into our bones,
Agony cries out.
Questions arise within the darkness of the soul.

The identity we once knew, being reconstructed, tested, pursued.
The strength we thought we once had, washed away within the consistent rising of the tides.

For when the waves are tossing, true north tends to get lost within the waves.

But, true victory rises in allowing the waves to take you where they may,
To let go of the fight for control and let the current thrust you into the mystery of the journey.
To let the tears flow, the anger work through.

To release fear like fireflies, the release allowing the illumination into rest.

For we can trust that the creator of the very waves themselves has not forgotten us yet.

And as we let go, we learn to let peace in.
Within the darkness, peace settles.
Vastness comes in like a rushing wave. yet peace reminds us of a Creator who created the very waves that threaten our drowning heart.
We need only to lay down the fight, to let the emotions come, to get to the deepest spaces of lament.
The raw honesty in our bones allows us to look up and see the stars shining in the darkness.

It is the deepest spaces of lament that bring us into the fullness of hope.

For when God is all we have, we discover He is all we have ever truly wanted.
We discover there is no storm where His supernatural peace cannot reside.
The waves cannot rise so high that He cannot calm them.
The storms cannot rage beyond His capacity to sustain them.
The expanse of the suffering cannot surpass His level of faithfulness.
For Jesus will walk through the storm to bring the peace.

He will mark the very waves we thought would drown us as remembrance stone to sustain us.

To be the strength in us when we thought there was only weakness left.
To bring joy when only doubt and despair encircled our mind.
To be the way when we thought there was no way.


For as we turn our eyes beyond the waves,
We experience peace like the night sky touching corn fields,
Pink dust sprinkling the earth settling into the depths of blue,
washing us back to the waves.

And this time, we let out our sails and ride the waves.
The lament is still here, still heavy worn with sorrow and grief.
But as the surrender coexists within the storm,

As sails are raised,
We learn a peaceful lament.

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